Tuesday, September 15, 2009
♥ #284.
Difficult as it may seem, my friendship with him seems to be floating away from my grasp. We talk less to each other, and I blew a temper at him yesterday. He apologised, & I accepted it. Even after I accepted it, I couldn't bear to look into his eyes. Those innocent eyes. I got angry at the wrong person yesterday, just because of a small matter. I want to turn back time to that very moment, the moment where I was about to burst. If only I hadn't. If I hadn't, would things have changed? You keep telling me its alright, but deep inside me, I feel like a villain. & I have been feeling that way for quite some time now, ever since we started talking less for reasons which I'm not aware of. I'm sorry, Alex.
Get well soon Nashrulhaq. Hurry back cause I need someone to talk to and you're sitting next to me.
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