Hakim.

2009-11-29T12:23:00.002+08:00

I THINK I SHALL UPDATE ON BLOGGER AS WELL.

Life has been a bitch lately. I mean like, seriously. :D
but still, my dad and I have been getting along real well.
Rock.
Heheheheheh.

Currently watching Friends on Star World. Lol.

I had hotcakes for breakfast today. Sister's treat ^^
Camp meeting tomorrow.
Holiday homework is still untouched. Howhow?
Plus, I want to study. No time to lose weight. Sad :(:(

2009-11-21T12:56:00.002+08:00

2009-11-12T15:14:00.002+08:00

I have moved Here.

2009-10-26T15:13:00.004+08:00

I wish things weren't the way they are. But then, no point wishing when its not going to happen.

#309.

2009-10-17T13:04:00.004+08:00

I'll be more active at http://red-tinted-windows.tumblr.com/

I'll still update, only once in a while.

Anyone else with tumblr? Follow me. Thanks.

#308.

2009-10-16T13:29:00.004+08:00

Hello hello. Let's talk about my baking experiences. Basically, baking to me is a mechanism whereby it goes along with your mood. If you are feeling good and happy, then the outcome of your baking would be delightful. If you are down and moody, you might as well not bake. The best experience I had when baking was with the cookies that my friends and teachers loved so so much. When I asked them for their comments on the cookies, they compared it to Famous Amos! I was amazed, yet glad. The only thing that was bothering them a bit was that the cookies were a little too hard. But still, having that flaw is what makes those cookies mine. They said if the cookies were a little bit more softer, they would think that I bought them from Famous Amos. Personally, it was very, very satisfying to see the smiles on their faces when they popped one of my cookies into their mouth.

I have this friend, whose name I shall not mention, who loved my cookies very much. Night and Day he would ask me to bake for him more. So one day, I baked an entire batch of cookies for him. He was so happy that he couldn't say a word. Deep inside me I was happy. Very happy.
I took their comments seriously, and I try to improve myself. I love baking because it relieves me of my stress, and also, it brings me joy when I can share them with others and see the smiles on their faces.

Just like the show,

#307.

2009-10-15T03:10:00.007+08:00

Good Morning.

I woke up early today just to be able to study Physics. ;D Hardworking leh. HAHA. Ok, perasan. So yesterday was my Chemistry and Biology paper. I am super happy because I can actually do it. I didn't even know that I could. Seriously. Eventhough Biology was tougher, I can still do it. Confidence in passing is there, but thats not my point. I am aiming for an A1. Yes, an A1. Sadly, the KL trip with the Band was cancelled. School does not have enough funds. Lame, and disappointing. Nevermind, I can still organise outings :O

Currently chatting with my senior. Ahmad Hakim. (:

#306.

2009-10-13T14:20:00.008+08:00

Maths paper 2 and Geography paper today. I feel so good because I manage to go through my exams without much difficulty. I'm alright. Only that I am stressed and tired. Yeah, I say this because a lot of people are approaching me and asking me if I was alright. Pale faced. Yeah, I got quite pale today. Must be because of the stress. Chemistry and Biology paper tomorrow. Physics paper the day after. HAHA. I am a free man after that. Phew. But still, I got my Science Practical Assessment (SPA) to sit for.

Aleermak, leceh ah. After SPA, Sec One camp planning. Then after that, KL trip. Then after that, room makeover. Haha. My holidays/life is uber hectic. So yeah, please understand. (:

#305.

2009-10-12T14:53:00.008+08:00

Hello hello.
Yes, I'm extreeeeeeeemeeely happy right now. Want to know why? B'cause Maths Paper One was easy! Hahaha. Ohkay, lame. So yeah, lets get started shall we? (:

I had my Maths paper 1 and Social Studies papers just now. Social Studies was so boring that I hurried to finish it so that I could sleep. Amazing. Right. So when school ended, met Mr Lim, got the Engineering Week form thingy, went home with Wee Siong. Well, not exactly went home. More like left school.

Went to bus stop, met Kee Yan and the rest. They talked about wet dreams infront of a girl. HAHA. So as a joke, I complained to Fadly, who happened to be my MA. And Tan Kee Yan is my PA. So yeah, complained. Then Fadly approached Kee Yan and gave him a super uber mega duper tight slap. Loud. Super loud. Fuck loud. Haha. I pity him.

Got on the bus, went home. Took a nap, went online and I went to blog. I had a super hard time trying to find a proper blogskin. So I might as well make do with this one. Want to know what I blogged about? Start from the beginning.

#304.

2009-10-10T17:22:00.003+08:00

Time check: 5.22pm.
Hello. I just got back from the Library.
Went with Norris.

I saw Juliet. I talked to Juliet. I love you.

#303.

2009-10-09T08:13:00.003+08:00

Hello all. Time check: 12.37pm.

ADDITIONAL MATHEMATICS PAPER WAS A MURDER. Haha. But still, must have hope.

Going to James' house to study later. 2pm.

:)

WHICH IDIOT WOULD SKIP AN EXAM JUST BECAUSE HE WOKE UP LATE? Stupid Toad.

#302.

2009-10-07T16:52:00.004+08:00

I can't seem to be angry at you infront of you.

Add Maths Paper this coming Friday. I lost hope in it since the beginning of Time.

2009-10-06T17:40:00.003+08:00

#300.

I am angry at you. I am disappointed at you. I am irritated by you. I am annoyed by you. I am boiling mad because of you. I go crazy because of you. I nearly cried because of you. I threw up because of you. I am becoming a mess all thanks to you. I wasted my time all thanks to you. I think you're a bitch. I think you're a whore. I think you're a slut. I think you're a waste of time. But despite all this, I just can't bring myself to say that I Hate You, all because of the respect I still have inside me for you.

Who am I talking about? Only Someone and I know. And that someone is not my girlf. Someone else.

I Think You Are A Faggot. But I can't hate you. I just can't bring myself up to that level of hatred.

2009-10-05T23:09:00.002+08:00

#299.

Hello hello.
Had my mother-tongue paper just now. It was ok. And for the benefit of those who weren't there, I wont tell you the questions asked. But one good thing happened at the end of the first paper.

The snobbishly and obnoxiously smart Ivan Cheow Mun Ho cried.

He couldn't finish his paper. I'm like "Excuse me. We were given 2 hours to finish. What have you been doing? Correcting other people's mistakes? Showing off how smart you are?" And mind you, I don't like him. The previous exam, CA2, I did quite well for English. 21/30 for compo. So I approached my English teacher, hoping to improve. My other friends ask me what I was doing there. So I simply said that I was hoping to get higher marks. Then this Ivan came and said "eleh, you should have seen his Maths results." I was super furious. He just passed English. 15/30, which makes it a 50/100. Da jealous buat hal jealous la. Ergh.

I really think he got what he deserved. Suck it up, Bitch.

I think mixing around with the other classmates who have become the best friends I've ever had had been the best thing that has ever happened. Mixing around with the people form my class only makes me feel worse cause I simply won't fit in. No matter how hard I try. I'm astounded by how I got through 2 years of it. But luckily, there are still those in my class whom I can really talk to. I love you guys. :) I really do.

#298.

2009-10-04T05:08:00.036+08:00

#298.

Hello hello.
Good Morning, in fact. :) Went to Sentosa yesterday. Went out at 8.45am, came home at 8.50pm. HAHA. So basically I met up with Norris & Alex first. Then we met Ke Jun at Starbucks. Then we met Kia Min, Yee En & Wee Siong at the Ticketing Area. Sat down and slacked for a while, saw Ziana and her dance mates. Waved to her, she waved back. Took a train to Harbourfront. Walked around Vivo, bought MONORAIL Tickets. Took the monorail to Sentosa, went off at Beach Station. Went to well basically, the beach. Palawan beach. FUN. Played in the sand, and I got buried. HAHA. went for lunch at about 3, and as usual, I was the last one to finish my meal. Everyone kept telling me what to do till I got so fed up, I raised my voice slightly & they left me alone to eat. Walked off with them in a moody state. Apologised on the train, carried on with the journey back to Jurong Point. Wee Siong, Norris & Alex went home to change, Kia Min & Yee En went off to fetch Shi Yun. So Ke Jun & I went around JP. Boarded the 241 bus to Nanyang Park. On the bus, something uber funny happened. Will post it in the box below. Got there, Shi Yun was a bitch. I was invited there, not that I came on my own-free will. Please la bitch, I've got better things to do then to entertain your barking. You better not bark up the wrong tree. And I am the wrong tree. Played with sparklers, burnt my thumb. Received message from mommy, told everyone I was heading home. Wee Siong came up to me and hugged me. HAHA. Reached home, messaged Riri, he wanted me to call him. Nervously, I did. Then went off, told him I wanted to sleep, slept.

I am moving into my new room today. :)

Note this is all via text message.
& that we were already half-way to Nanyang Park.

Wee Siong: Where are you?
Hakim: Still waiting for the bus.
Wee Siong: So Long?
Hakim: Yea, there was an accident.
Wee Siong: What happened?
Hakim: Ke Jun was knocked down by a blind woman.
Wee Siong: Then?
Hakim: Her stick tripped him, and she used it to accidentally beat him.
Wee Siong: Then got blood?
Hakim: A bit.

Haha. This is all a FAKE. The story didn't actually happen. :)

You see, eventhough they are aware that I am not from their class, they still ask me out to have fun with them. Why can't the people from my class be the same? Too full of yourself.

#297.

2009-10-03T08:24:00.005+08:00

#297.

Good Morning.
Well, I woke up at 7 and I'm happy.
:)

Ironed my clothes, packed my cookies, went online.
Chat with a dude I met named Riri.
I asked him about tips regarding certain things.
& well, he helped me ALOT.
Then he asked me questions.
& he said he will try to help me with my problems (read the post below).
I was so surprised. Then I just thanked him. :D

Well, this simply comes to show that people cannot be judged by what you see on the outside. I suppose its whats on the inside that counts. Well dude, thanks a million. (:

Riirii Sihhh says:
but one day
Riirii Sihhh says:
me and my friends
Riirii Sihhh says:
planning to fetch you from school
Riirii Sihhh says:
just lepak2

#296.

2009-10-02T15:19:00.014+08:00

My fruits of Labour.

Hello hello. Well, from the photos, you can see that I baked cookies today! Yes, all by myself. All because I was bored and couldn't think of anything to do. So yea, baked.

Had fun. Haha. If I get to go to Sentosa tomorrow then perhaps I'll bring them for a picnic with Wee Siong and the rest. Yay.

I love it. I don't own a shop you know.

I hate you guys. You think that you all can simply take advantage of me. I have been nice and sincere and I even tried to be a nice friend. But in the end this is what you all do to me. At least ask me out. Unlike you, I known of people who actually care about what I think or feel. Unlike you, they respect my sincerity and return my sincerity with their own sincerity. Why can't you guys be the same? It bothers me, you know that. And you still have the nerve to ask me if you can come to my house? I simply lied and said that I won't be at home, whereas I'm at home, happily baking my cookies. You people seriously suck you know that. Hating you is not going to do it. So why should I even bother. Stop wasting my time. I have had it already.

#295.

2009-09-30T17:33:00.004+08:00

Very, very, very fucked up today.

1) I strained my ankle.
2) My butt has cramps.
3) My thighs (both legs) got cramps.
4) My arms (both) got cramps.
5) My back (both sides) got cramps.
6) I can hardly walk or sit.
7) I sit very slowly.
8) I thought I lost my biology worksheet.
9) I find Add Maths a major fuck.
10) I'm exhausted (due to 2hrs of sleep).

Oh and yes, before I forget,
Happy Birthday Lee Jie Yi, the be(a)st chairman.

& I had fun attempting to put Yang En in the garbage bin outside my class. :)

#294.

2009-09-27T07:55:00.004+08:00

On Hiatus.

Prolly till end of EOY.

Busy doing revision, I suppose.

But keep tagging however (:

#293.

2009-09-26T10:23:00.004+08:00

24/09. Library trip with Benjamin & friends.

I met her along the way. Tan Hui Juan, primary school friend.
Ziana. Please Ignore my hair. It was windy.

#292.

2009-09-25T17:26:00.006+08:00

I don't know what is it that makes you all hate me so much.
I kept quiet in class, I did my homework.
You all simply used my generosity to your own advantage.
Think that's fair?

You guys are sometimes plain selfish.
Only think about yourself.
Then what's the point of calling it a CLASS?
Might as well call it 'a group of individuals'.

I have been tolerating enough of the nonsense already.
I simply kept quiet about it, that's all.

Favouritism is never a good thing.

Definition of Favouritism:
An attitude of mind especially one that favors one alternative over others; "he had an inclination to give up too easily"; "a tendency to be too strict"

Suck it up people.

#291.

2009-09-23T13:47:00.005+08:00

This is Wee Siong, my bestfriend. :)

See how famous my shutters have become.

Time Check: 11pm.

Hello Everyone. Brought my shutter shades to class today. Aliff saw it, took it, & had fun with it. He was being Lady-Gaga-listic. HAHA.

Was at the library till about 6pm today. Wanted to blog, but can't. Laptop crashed down to Earth. Heh. Let me start from the top.

I received a message from Wee Siong, asking me to go to Pioneer Mall Mac's to meet him. I agreed. So went home after classes ended, 3.30pm. Left home at 4.15pm, went to Mac's. Met Wee Siong, Yee En, Ke Jun & Kia Min. I watched Wee Siong and Kia Min fight about going to the library. HAHA. Yee En & Kia Min went home first, then the guys (plus me) set off to the library. Ke Jun was complaining of the heat like a mad person. 241-ed to Jurong Point, went to the library. Saw Hazrul. Haha. Long time never see him.

Sat down, tried to start the laptop, but failed. When it finally started, the webcam icon won't show up. Gave up, kept it aside. Said byebye to Wee Siong at 5.30pm. Went home with Ke Jun at 6pm.

Heh. Everyone seemed to love the cookies that had been baked by my mom and I. Wonder why.

& Wee Siong, you're welcome.

#290.

2009-09-22T04:58:00.004+08:00

Time Check: 4.59am.

Hey all. Today is an official school day, and the teachers gave us homework for Hari Raya. Sheesh, what a rip-off. Hahaha.

Hari Raya was well, splendid. Very good infact. Got uncles who came to my place and hugged me, where as others simply nudged or squeezed me. Haha. And at least I managed to exchange numbers with some of them. I didn't manage to take photos during my Hari Raya celebration, but I did take photos of the day BEFORE Hari Raya. Haha. Check it out. I'll leave the link somewhere at the end of this post.

So, I decided I'd ask you questions and you'd answer them on the tagboard on the left. So here's my question to you. What would you do when your teacher gives you homework on a public holiday? Leave a comment on the tagbox on the left. :)

Link: http://hakimthelion.multiply.com/photos/album/4/Raya_09.

#288.

2009-09-20T07:43:00.006+08:00

Time check: 7.46am. Pagi Raya.

Ya Allah, tolonglah maafkan kesemua salah-silapku. Ku tau ku telah banyak berdosa.

Dan bagi murid Islam, (in detail: Shukor, Hakim, Syafiq, Hafiz.)
Aku hulurkan sepuluh jari kepada anda dan memohon maaf. Aku tau aku telah banyak bersalah terhadap korang semua. Ni bukan sebab raye je ku minta maaf. Da lame da nak mintak maaf. Ikhlas. Meminta maaf bersama korang dengan suara Takbir yang sedang bergemar. Tolonglah maafkan aku. Harap yang kami tetap akan berkawan. Selamat Hari Raya kepada semua.

#287.

2009-09-19T12:54:00.003+08:00

So basically, I went to Geylang with friends yesterday. To be exact, Amsyar, Syafiq, Suhaila, Farhan, Hafiz, Haikel & one of his friends (didn't take note of the name). Fun.

Left home at about 5.30pm. Met Amsyar under his block at 5.45. Went to Jurong Point and met up with Syafiq. Amsyar then said that Farhan and the rest were already there. So took a train to Paya Lebar. 45 minutes of standing. Reached Paya Lebar. Baru sampai je da Azan. So hurried to KFC. Waited outside while Syafiq got 3 cups of water. Had the drink, went to Pie Kia to get a snack. Loved it. BBQ-ed chicken. Yum. Hahaha. Walked around the area loads of times. Walk-walk here, walk-walk there. I bought chicken tokoyaki. Damn hot. Saw Ridhaufi & his siblings and mum. Said hello, walked away.

Went to Tanjong Katong Complex, met up with Farhan and friends. So walked around somemore. Sat at a corner while some of them had their ciggs. Please la, I don't smoke. Then they all decided to go for Shisha. Honestly, I didn't like the thought at all. So walked to the bazaar. Waited for them to get their slippers. Split up. Farhan went with Hafiz, Haikel and his friend. I went with Amsyar and Syafiq, cause we had to go and meet up with Suhaila.

Waited outside the MRT station. Suhaila finally came. The 4 of us then decided to go for Shisha or not. I didn't go, and so did Syafiq. Amsyar went with Suhaila. So went for dinner with Syafiq. Talked about certain things, which I shall not mention. Privacy la. After dinner, said byebye to Syafiq and went home. Syafiq was going to meet his sister, I think. Time was already 10. I live in Jurong and I was still in Paya Lebar. Took a train, then walked home. Reached home at 11.30. Showered, watched a bit of tele, went to sleep. Tiring, but uber fun.

Tomorrow is already Hari Raya. Yay. Hahahaha. I can't wait for the festivities. :)

#286.

2009-09-18T02:31:00.011+08:00

Time Check: 2.40am,

Eating Ice-cream & watching Simpsons on Tele. Good.

Words can be swords that kill without drawing blood so next time kindly let your sense of reason be the reins of your mouth. :)

#285.

2009-09-16T15:58:00.003+08:00

Laptop-ing at Jurong Point.

#284.

2009-09-15T03:45:00.005+08:00

Difficult as it may seem, my friendship with him seems to be floating away from my grasp. We talk less to each other, and I blew a temper at him yesterday. He apologised, & I accepted it. Even after I accepted it, I couldn't bear to look into his eyes. Those innocent eyes. I got angry at the wrong person yesterday, just because of a small matter. I want to turn back time to that very moment, the moment where I was about to burst. If only I hadn't. If I hadn't, would things have changed? You keep telling me its alright, but deep inside me, I feel like a villain. & I have been feeling that way for quite some time now, ever since we started talking less for reasons which I'm not aware of. I'm sorry, Alex.

Get well soon Nashrulhaq. Hurry back cause I need someone to talk to and you're sitting next to me.

#283.

2009-09-14T03:23:00.005+08:00

Things I do to kill time;
1) Television,
2) Computer/Laptop,
3) Blog,
4) Tweet,
5) Plurk,
6) Facebook,
7) I hardly go on Friendster, but I still do,
8) Phone Call,
9) Text Messages,
10) Cook,
11) Eat,
12) Sleep,
13) Bake,
14) Go toilet and Shit,
15) Chat via MSN (or other alternatives),
16) Mp3,
17) Music from phone,
18) Download songs,
19) Online Movies,
20) Direct front screen movies,
21) Annoy Mummy,
22) Cycle,
23) Skate,
24) Walk,
25) Fly,
26) Clean the room,
27) Clean the house,
28) Homework,
29) Study,
30) Annoy Fadly.

Time Check: 3.30am.
CCA later. :D

Alex Lim, if you are reading this, please know this.
I really miss talking to you. Its as though you're a completely different person now, to me, at least. I miss those times where I laughed at you and you laughed at me, for whatever reasons. So yeah, I want you back. :)

Padamkan saja
Kobar asmaramu
Jika putik itu takkan ada
Yang aku minta tulus hatimu
Bukan puitis.

#282.

2009-09-13T12:04:00.005+08:00

Hello. Today's a Sunday. The last day of the Holidays. ): I have not finished my homework. Crap.

I so need to start cramming later. Hmm, maybe at 2. :) &&, one more week to Hari Raya. Woo. I repeat, One more week. Hahahahahah.

Take care guys. Everyone's falling sick.

2009-09-11T10:50:00.010+08:00

Hello.
Daily updates.
I've got CCA today. But my coughing is getting out-of-control. And it is getting very humid. I should tell you, my body cannot stand hot weather. Especially if its dusty. My whole body will be itchy and I'll be scratching the whole time. Seriously, its very irritating.

I am fasting, but I need to take my meds. So how? I think I'll still fast, & take my meds after breaking fast.

2009-09-10T13:34:00.001+08:00

Ohmygod. Blogger is like going haywire already. Lucky me I can revive my old account. ^^

So yeah, RELINK!
I am sincerely very very sorry for the trouble caused. :)

2009-08-22T14:41:00.002+08:00

First day of Fasting :D

2009-08-21T22:12:00.001+08:00

School was dull; Failed Chemistry; Maths got worse than ever.

Band practice was fun, only because Danish was there. The asshole was being himself, as usual, an asshole. Nothing much happened. Went outside school and used Nikon D60.

Came home, blogged.

2009-08-20T22:30:00.004+08:00

Like I said, I'll re-post.

So yeah, went to school. Had lesson as per normal. Blew a temper during Physics. Mr Teo told me to cool down. So yeah, sorry J.Y for shouting at you. Lessons were dull. After school had English lesson. Played Taboo. Funfunfun. Won't elaborate.

After lesson ended, went to JP with Mervyn Soh. Got my food, walked to somewhere nearby and sat down and had lunch with him. Couldn't finish it, so I brought it home. Got home, showered, got dressed, met Azam and Danial at KFC. Went for Night Study. Asked Mr Koh 2 questions. He seems impressed by me ^^

Night Study ended at 9pm. Walked home with Danial. Talked about funny things. Reached home, showered, had a light meal, carried on with studying, that is, until my younger sister came and told me to get songs for her. So yeah, here I am.

You don't want to talk to me, its your problem. Don't get others involved. Reflect man. It'll do you good.

2009-08-19T16:30:00.005+08:00

Yesterday.

Met up with Mervyn at about 5. Walked to Jurong Point, met Marshall at about 5.30. Followed Marshall went for piercing, went to meet the rest. Went to Clementi, some idiot made us all look like idiots in the bus and on the way to the theater. What can I say, that person IS an idiot after all. Watched performance, reached home at about 11. Slept at 12.30am.

Today.

See how happy things are.

2009-08-18T15:54:00.005+08:00

Ivan Cheow. Hottest guy in class; voted.

See how happy I am without you.

2009-08-16T14:14:00.005+08:00

I have been too weak. And I suppose that that was my mistake.

You know what, let it be. Since you want to be that way, then why would I give a fuck? You think that just because you have a high ranking, think you can do what you want?

Oh please, stop thinking you have earned OUR respect. I am not just talking about myself here. I am also talking for others. We don't think you have earned our respect. Earn it. As for now, you are nothing. So why should I bother so much about you? You can take your bloody things and stuff it up your ass.

I will stop my post here cause my friends are telling me that there are better things to do than to give you any of my attention and also they dont want the teacher to see my red coloured eyes.

Earn it. You cannot make us respect you just because you have a "high-ranking" post. Unlike you, I know how to earn peoples' respect. I pity you.

2009-08-14T21:44:00.003+08:00

Major Announcement.

The Hakim you used to know is no more. From now on, I will not tolerate any more nonsense based on whatever reason. You mess with me, you bear the consequences. I don't give a flying fuck on who you are, be it a prefect or a drum major. I don't care already.

I learnt that you cannot trust anyone else already. You do something, face the consequence. Own up to something. Don't be a pussy. And from now on, thats how things are going to be.

I have given up the fact whereby I was always pushed around and was always picked on. I have learnt to be strong. I shall only be known as Hakim and Hakim only.

I have had enough already.

I have been too weak. & that was my mistake.
Quote.
Whatever you have done will affect what people think of you. But, if you say you are stronger than before then you should be able to take this challenge of people criticizing you. there are bound to be this kind of people but you need to hear and pick only feedbacks which you think you can benefit from. From this, definately.

2009-08-13T21:12:00.003+08:00

1. Real name : Hakim S.

2. Nickname : Lion, AhBoy [For Fadly & Tan] , Kimmie.

3. Star sign : Scorpio.

4. Male or Female : Male

5. Primary school : Juying Primary School

6. Secondary school : Juying Secondary School

7. JC/POLY : JC.

8. Hair color : black

9. Hair Long or Short : Long

10. Loud or Quiet : Both. Loud, VERY Quiet.

11. Sweat or Jeans : Jeans

12. Phone or Camera : Both.

13. Health freak : No.

14. Drink or Smoke : None.

15. Do you have crush on someone : No.

16. Eat or Drink : Both

17. Piercings : None. Plan to get one soon.
18. Tattoo : No

19. Been in an airplane : Yes

20. Been in a relationship : Yes

21. Been in a car accident : No

22. Been in a first fight : No.

23. First piercing : Coming up.

24. First best friend : Kishen, Khairul Hisham. Primary School mates. Living Legends.

25. First award : I don't remember.

26. First crush : Don't remember.
27. First vacation : Malaysia

28. Last person you talked to : Sister.

29. Last person you texted to : Peihan.

30. Last person(s) you watched a movie with : Family.

31. Last food you eat : I don't remember. I have not eaten in 123456 hours.

32. Last movie you watch : Some horror movie. Forgot the Title.

33. Last song you listen : Apologise Piano Version.

34. Last thing you bought : Yoghurt.

35. Last person you hugged : ChengYee, just this afternoon.

36. Favourite food : Theres alot.

37. Drink : Green Tea.

38. Clothing : Shirt and Pants

39. Book : Breaking Dawn.

40. Song : Alot.

41. Flowers : Don't know.

42. Colour : Green, Monochrome.

43. Movie : Final Dest.

44. Phrase : Kiss my peeps.

45. Subjects : Biology.

46. Kissed in the snow : No.

47. Celebrated Halloween : No.

48. Have your heart broken : No.
49. Went over the minutes on your cell phone : Yes. Alot of times

50. Someone questioned your sexual orientation : Yes. MANY people.

51. Came out of the closet : Yes.

52. Gotten pregnant : I am a boy. I cannot get pregnant but can make someone pregnant. :P

53. Had an abortion : No. I wasn't even pregnant.

54. Done something you have regretted : Obviously

55. Broke a promise : Yeah.

56. Hide a secret : Of Course

57. Pretended to be happy : Always.

58. Meet someone who have change your life : Yes.

59. Pretended to be sick : No.

60. Left the country : Yes. But I'm H1N1 Free.

61. Tried something your normally would'nt try & liked it : Yes. Bread with PB and Kaya.

62. Cried over the silliest thing : Yes.

63. Ran a mile : No.

64. Went to the beach with your best friend(s) : Yes.

65. Stay single the whole year : Yes. When I was young. 4 years old.

66. Eating : Nothing

67. Drinking : Nothing

68. Im about to ton : No. But I am fat.

69. Listening to : Songs. Obviously.

70. Plans for tomorrow : Sit for Exams, talk to someone regarding something.

71. Waiting for : Replies on my Phone.

72. Want kids : Yeah.

73. Want to get married : Yeah.

74. Careers in mind : Lawyer, Doctor, Marine Biologist.

75. Lips or eyes : Both.

76. Shorter or Taller : Shorter. I am bloody tall.

77. Romantic or Spontaneous : Romantic.

78. Nice stomach or nice arms : Both.

79. Sensitive or loud : Loud. Maybe sensitive but not too much.

80. Hook-up or relationship : Relationship.

81. Trouble-maker or Hesistant : Both. More to hesistant

82. Lost glasses/contacts lens : Yes. I lost my glasses before. And my contact lens dropped on the ground before I accidentally stepped on them.

83. Ran away from home : No.

84. Hold a gun or knife for self defense : No.

85. Killed somebody : No. But SOMETHING then yes.

86. Broken someone heart : Yes.

87. Been arrested : No.

88. Cried when someone died : Yes, like Duh. You can't laugh at that can you?

89. You believe in Yourself : No.

90. Miracles : No.

91. Love at first sight : No.

92. Heaven : Yes.

93. Santa Claus : No.

94. Sex on the first date : No.

95. Kiss on the first date : No

96. Is there one person you want to be with you right now : Yes.

97. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life : No. I can always do better.

98. Tag 10 person to do this : Fadly, Shimin, Mukarramah, Marshall, Alex, Masturah, Danish, Cheng Yee, Jasmine, Christabel Tan.

This whole thing is Boring.

2009-08-13T17:28:00.001+08:00

Hey. Welcome. :)

Hmm, well nothing much happened today. I'll start from what happened in the morning.

I woke up on time for the first time in 1234567890 days. Yeah. Tired, I guess. So yeah, showered, made my way to school. Met Pearlyn at the Study bench, went to the canteen to do my stuff. met Wee Siong ^^ . Ran off to borrow a dictionary for MT. Met Keeyan by accident while I was otw up. Went back to class with him, walk-walk everywhere with him. Went back to class, had English paper. Pretty easy, if I can say so myself. What happened after that I shan't elaborate. Thanks.

To someone with the name starting with K. [Keeyan, your name starts with a TTTTTT.]
You want to hate me, by all means. I'm just doing her a favor. I talk to her better than you can ever do. Admit the facts. Don't be such a pussy.

I'm just a little bit caught up in the middle.
Why are you so angry today?

2009-08-12T16:51:00.006+08:00

Laptop-ing in class is not allowed. But who cares. Webcammed during Physics. So jyeah, had fun. The pic above includes Chengyee, me and James Ong. Uber cool guy ^^. Lols.

To Biology Class: Today's biology lesson was totally ruined. Not that I blame anyone. I think everyone is to be at fault, including myself. We have all, one way or the other, done somethings which would have hurt the teacher teaching. I suppose the teacher finally lost her temper when someone waid something about what we had to do. So yeah, apologies people. I really think we should all go and apologise to her.

P.S, i don't smoke. Just a prank.

2009-08-11T16:24:00.003+08:00

Hello. I'll still be updating on this blog. So lets start from Yesterday.

Woke up at 7, went out and met Diyanah at 8.45am. Went to Lib, met Ming Hui. Went to Macs. Bought breakfast for Diyanah. Went back to library. Found a seat. Studied, read comics. Germane and Liping came. Followed by Louis and Gavin. Alfred organised, but he couldn't make it. Lol. Studied till about 12.

Went to LJS. Met Pei Han. Had lunch. While in the midst of lunch, we planned on where to go. Decided to go to the Discovery Centre. Reached there, did nothing, went off to Arena. Went for a short while but the girls and I decided not to stay there for long because of the people there. So went back to JP. Some went off when we were in the bus.

These would include Louis, Germane, Liping, Gavin, Peihan and Minghui. Lol. So that leaves only me and Diyanah. Went to JP for a while to watch Voguelicious perform. Scary, I tell you. Went back a short while later cause I was told that that was only the rehearsal and that the real thing would be at about 8. Besides, Diyanah was complaining.

So yeah, went home. Showered, had dinner, slept.

Today, went to school as per normal. I forgot that Tan arrived in Singapore the night before. So saw him in the canteen and I ran towards him and said "Eh! You're alive!" :P

Classes as usual. Messages Peihan, Diyanah, Minghui and Tan. Boring day. After school, went home with Jasmine and Chengyee after waiting for Keeyan for more than an hour and didn't show up.

Reached home, had bread for lunch cause I'm lazy to cook. Now on the lapt. Started blogging. Want to know what I wrote? Start from the "Hello" part. First word until here.

P.S, I plan to pierce my ear during the Hols. :)

2009-08-09T10:07:00.009+08:00

Relink Me.

:D

2009-08-08T12:58:00.005+08:00

Yesterday (Friday,7th Aug)
NDP celebration. Met Fadly under the block, took bus to school. Went to the band room, went to foyer for the parade. Boring. Went to hall, Colours award. Went to class, crap around with Jie Yi, Joy and the rest. Funfun. Dismissed at 10.20. Went to Band Room, played instrument until 12.15.

Went to Lot 1 with Alex, Fadly & Kee Yan. I accidentally poked his eye :D Had $6 spaghetti for lunch. Keeyan said I was cheated. (I treated him 2 drinks) Lol. So walked walked. Took train to JP with them again, went to McCafe and saw Jasmine, Christabel and Elora. Sat down, slept a little, walked around. Went to a shop near Fairprice Xtra.

Saw a yellow ball. Shook it, and I asked the ball 'Is Keeyan a sexy ass?', Ball says 'Absolutely'. Then Keeyan asked the ball, 'Am I good leader?' & Ball says 'Definately'. And that was what made him so high.

Went home. Messaged Keeyan, said Byebye to him when he was about to leave for Thailand for 3 days. Hahah.

Today.
Nothing much. Woke up at 11. Lol. My tummy is making funny noises because I have been drinking A LOT of milk nowadays. Hahah. Mummy went to someones' wedding, Daddy went out to meet his friends. Now I'm at home with my sisters. Gaming. :)

Everything went perfectly until he called.
Someone talked to him about me, in front of me.

2009-08-06T03:34:00.001+08:00

Maths Olympiad is today. Wish me luck. Hahah.
Busy cramming.

2009-08-05T21:46:00.003+08:00

Maths Olympiad is Tomorrow.

So yeah, I'm kinda worried about it. I set a goal for myself. No less than a Distinction. So jyeah, busy cramming. & Lately, I'm like whatthefuck. So many homework, so many things going on, so little time. Howhowhowhowhow? That's why I think that coming to 3E1 was a bad idea. But since I'm already there, I might as well make the best of it.

National Day rehearsal today. Had fun. Colours' award recipient. Lol. I think my name wil be called out during assembly tomorrow, all thanks to the Blazing Race.

To someone,
I dont give a fuck about what you're trying to do. But just so you know, I'll let you do what you like. But once you get in my way, I won't give a damn to what I'll do to you. We used to be such good friends, but now, its like you're a dog. A total dumb, ugly and bitch-like dog. I don't know what I did to deserve something like this. I seriously don't. But now, whatever your fucking reason may be, I don't give a holy fuck. You can simply stuff your reasons up your fucking ass. I don't care.

P.S, the person isn't from Band. I love everyone there. :P

2009-08-04T02:56:00.003+08:00

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1) I have truckloads worth of homework.
2) I have to catch up with my studies.
3) My friend might be angry at me for bugging him via sms.
4) My O levels' in less than 365 days.

Somehow, I think that going to 3E1 was a wrong idea. But nonetheless, I should persevere on. But then, I'm still in a mess.

2009-08-03T20:19:00.000+08:00

Hello.
I am sick. Miss W. made me go back home during my CCA. Nevermind, understandable. So far, there have been 6 absentees in my class. So I would suspect that I'm next. PE tomorrow. Bummer. Lol.
School was boring. Someone was looking for trouble with me as if on purpose. I have had enough. So I simply ignored that person. Hmph. CCA time was at least better. My juniors seemed so happy to see me. And trust me, I was equally happy to see them. Its thanks to them that I enjoy band practices.
So yeah, Sectional Practice time I had sectional bonding. Purposely. I played games with them. They all seemed so excited to play. Had truck loads of fun. In the midst of the practice, I was called by Miss W. So yeah, sent home.
Reached home, couldn't stand up straight. Showered, went to take a nap. Had dinner, now on the laptop, doing some English research on Tibet. No comments.

2009-08-02T12:13:00.007+08:00

Credits to Vivian Q, the very determined groupmate of mine.

I had the time of my life yesterday.

1) Went for Breakfast with Kee Yan & Keith at Macs.
2) Had Blazing Race. Bloody fun. Went to Bukit Chandu, Old Ford Factory & Kranji War Memorial.
3) Went to JP for lunch at KFC with Kee Yan, Keith and Hong Rui.
4) Joined by Azlin and Syafiq.
5) Went to walk around JP with Kee Yan.
6) Went into a bookstore with Keeyan.
7) Met up with Mummy at Watsons.
8) Ate 2nd lunch at Burger King. My mummy won't take No for an answer.
9) Went shopping, again.
10) Bought a new pencilcase.
11) Met up with Dad at KFC.
12) Walk-walk.
13) Bought myself a pair of boxers.
14) Went for Dinner at CCK.
15) Went home.
16) Elder Sister vomitted in the car.

*Quoted from Fadly via MSN
"I would like to order 5sets of Fadly's crunchy and juicy tight slaps. Pls send them to Mr Tan Kee Yan. And send his regards to him, For bullying me during marching"
Muahahahahaha!
Watch out.

I plan to finish my homework today. They weren't touched.

About the Blazing Race in FURTHER DETAIL:
Met up with Yang En, Syafiq and Kee Yan at Macs at 6.30. Keith and the rest came soon. AZLIN CAME AT 7.10. Great. So had hotcakes and Kee Yan had Hot Choc. Went to Boon Lay sec. Race started at about 8.15. Went to Bukit Chandu first. Trust me, with the shoes I was wearing, I was complaining like an old woman. Seriously, my feet hurt. Went through Kent Ridge park, climbed up 1km worth of distance to reach the destination. Reached the checkpoint and completed the task. Additional task: perform a vid which is related to the war at Pasir Panjang. I became LT Adnan. Yeah, so completed it, went downhill, took a 20 min bus ride to Bukit Batok. Ran through Humes Ave and arrived at the Ford Factory. Damn cool. Completed task, went to take a bus. This is when the best thing happened.
My team and I thought that the correct bus was on the opposite side of the road. I realised that we were wrong. Decided to go to the correct side of the road when we saw a team from another school approaching. Danial suggested we tricked them and waited for them. Waited, then when the lights were green, we dashed across the road and caught the correct bus, leaving the team in the middle of the road, clueless. HAHAH. [Refer to diagram above.]
Got lost on the way to the memorial. I guess this is Karma. Yeah. So went to the Memorial, did what was required, went back to Boon Lay Sec. End.

2009-07-31T16:13:00.000+08:00

1)Class will be isolated until Wednesday.
2)Classes are getting more boring because there are no teachers.
3)No CCA until Wednesday.
4)I played tennis with Keeyan just now.

Kee Yan is a fun, yet annoying, piece of crap.

2009-07-30T16:22:00.001+08:00

I can't believe something like that would happen. Honestly, I'm scared.

2009-07-28T20:46:00.002+08:00

Her Gargantuan Mouth.

I somehow find, you & I, collide.

2009-07-27T20:55:00.006+08:00

Let see.

I learnt an important lesson today. Patience is a virtue. Without it, you cannot expect success. My Juniors, ah, I love them from the bottom of my heart. I love them like they're siblings of my own. And if you're reading this, know this, I am here to help you until you reach your destination.

Racial Harmony Day photos.

2009-07-25T17:05:00.000+08:00

Will upload the photos for Racial Harmony soon.

Blogger is so *insertword*.

Going to Library with Kia Kwee, Chengyee and Muhan tomorrow.
Might be bringing laptop along. Will update then.

2009-07-20T20:59:00.001+08:00

Well, my dad isn't that bad.
Despite spoiling my weekend, he told me he is considering about buying me a tennis racket. Yay.

Oh & yes, I am on Hiatus. Busy studying.

2009-07-16T16:28:00.003+08:00

Photo credits to Tan Kee Yan.

Lol. This are photos taken last Saturday, when I went to the library with Kee Yan.

Today was fine. Kee Yan was absent. I had to entertain Jasmine and Chengyee. Keith is fine.

2009-07-15T17:07:00.002+08:00

Keith Tiong and Tan Kee Yan, get well soon.
Heh :)

I've got a kid named Fatty Mah.

2009-07-14T16:06:00.004+08:00

Lesson of the day: I should learn to control my emotions. :)

From now on, you can't tell lies,

Are you ready?
Think so.

Think back six months ago, were you single?
Yes.

What do you carry with you at all times?
Handphone.

When you say you don't care, do you mean it?
Sometimes.

How are you feeling?
Guilty.

Is something wrong right now?
Yes. Very wrong.

Are you mad at someone?
I'm not sure if I have to.

What's on your mind?
"Is he angry at me for what I said? Why do I ask myself this question everyday?"

Are you jealous of someone right now?
No.

Do you have a piggy bank that's actually shaped like a pig?
No. Mine's shaped like a box.

Do you want to start over with anyone?
Yes, in terms of friendship, if possible.

Do you know if anyone likes you?
No.

Are you good at hiding your feelings?
If I can handle it. If not, I'll let it all go.

What are you supposed to be doing right now?
Watching Simpsons on teevee.

True love or 1 billion bucks?
1 Billion. I know that I'd be happier that way.

Has anyone ever told you you have pretty eyes?
No. WHY SHOULD THEY?

Anything you would change about your life right now?
Obviously.

You have to get a tattoo, where and what do you get?
I'm not even allowed to have one.

Could you cry right now?
Yes, eventhough its quite/very unglam.

Do you ever think about stuff and start crying?
Yes.

How often do you hold back from saying what you are thinking?
Sometimes.

Are you okay with the life you live?
No.

Last person you told a secret to?
Alex Lim.

Do you like hugs?
Why not?

Do you believe true love can conquer anything?
No. What about war? If it is true, the world will be pink in colour.

When was the last time you cried?
2 days ago :D

How much money did you spend today?
$4. I'm saving up my pocket money :)

What are you sitting on right now?
Sofa.

Who's the last person you IM'd?
Shamil.

What's something you really want right now, be honest.
Canon E50D. :)

How do you feel about your hair right now?
I don't care much.

What did you do yesterday?
School, home, game-d.

Would you forgive a friend for telling your biggest secret?
Depends on what it is.

Is there someone that makes you happy every time you speak with them?
Yes. Always.

When's the last time you said you were fine and you really weren't?
Just now. Pearlyn asked me if I was fine.

Is someone on your mind right now?
Yes.

Whose birthday is coming up?
Alex Lim.

Were you happy when you woke up?!
Sort of.

What is one emotion you are feeling right now?
Guilt.

What's the last thing you ate?
Chocolate Ice-Cream.

Are you easy to get along with?
Depends on the person.

Ever cheated on someone?
Nope.

Who is the last person to send you a text?
Liout Cheng Yee. :)

What are you currently listening to?
Day by Day - Big Bang.

2009-07-13T03:38:00.004+08:00

Hello. I am tired, & I need to study despite the time. So I'll make this a brief one.

Friday, after 12.30pm.
I went for rockclimbing, again. I just felt like climbing. Sadly, I can only go 3/4 of the way. Went to the Band Room. Had freak ass fun time with Kee Yan, Fadly, Jasmine, Cheng Yee & Alex.

Saturday.
Woke up at 9am. Messaged Kee Yan. Showered. Had pancakes for breakfast :/ Prepared to leave home at 10.45am. Dad sent me to JW Library. Arrived at 11.05am. Messaged Kee Yan, asking him where was he. 11.15am, he arrived. 11.45am, decided to go to Jurong East Library. Went via bus. 12.15pm, arrived. Studied till about 2. Had lunch at IMM. Had Burger King(:
Tan Kee Yan took a photo of me licking mayonaise. Ewww.
Went back to lib at about 3. Studied somemore, helped Kee Yan with his Add Math, we both went home. On the bus, he gave me valuable advice which I keep in my head till today :D

Sunday.
Woke up at 10am. Showered. Read 'Memoirs of a Geisha'. Picked out clothes and gave them to Mummy cause she's doing the ironing. Got dressed, went to Pasir Ris Park with Family. Cycled, sat down, watched my poor Dad try his hand at kite-flying and failed. Left the area at about 5.15pm. Went for early dinner. Reached home at about 7.30pm. Studied till 10pm. Read 'Memoirs of a Geisha' again till 11pm. Slept.

I know, I live a boring life. :)

Thanks Kee Yan for giving me confidence again. Seriously and Sincerely.

2009-07-06T09:27:00.001+08:00

Going out with Bob Tan and Fadly M. later. Meeting them in an hour's time. Botanic Gardens. Don't ask.

I should be prepared to face what's coming.

2009-07-04T12:13:00.001+08:00

Hello. This won't take long. Here are the numbers for the SMSes received.

Tabi: 96.
ChengYee: 5.
Jasmine: 10.
KeeYan: 14.

Haha. Tabitha messaged me for the whole night. [Thanks for keeping me company until I fell asleep.] Hahahahaha. She's super nice, despite the fact that she can rip your heart out when you make her mad. Super fun. Look forward to talking to her during school.

Happy Birthday Amirul Haziq & Mummy. Love you both.

2009-07-02T17:20:00.003+08:00

I cannot update as often because I am always coming back late. I'm still deciding whether to watch Harry Potter or go Shopping. Jasmine and Cheng Yee are deciding as well. Kee Yan is earnest about going for the movie which will cost me a total of $20 if I go.

I got 31/40 for my English Oral.

2009-06-30T17:02:00.008+08:00

Well Hello Hello. Haha. Yeah, I didn't blog for about a day. So don't worry, I'll only post the important things here.

Monday.
Noticed and Understood how much Kee Yan loved the Sexuality Ed. Talk.

Tuesday (Today).
I saw Mr D.K's underwear.

Tan Kee Yan wanted me to post this on my blog.

I Am CinderFATla. :)

2009-06-28T10:50:00.001+08:00

Please don't think that I'm superman.
That's because I'm not.
I can't do everything right.
There are bound to be mistakes.

For Someone.
Sorry yeah.
Yes, I have learnt to be strong.
So we'll talk again soon yeah?

2009-06-27T20:53:00.003+08:00

Webcam fun.

1) ~~Complete Homework.~~
2) ~~Study Add Maths.~~
3) ~~Attend Band Camp.~~
4) ~~Be Nice To Kee Yan.~~
5) ~~Be Mean To the Sec Ones.~~
6) ~~Lose Weight.~~
7) ~~Grow Taller.~~
8) ~~Cut Hair.~~
9) ~~Study Physics.~~
10) ~~Study Chemistry.~~
11) Study Biology.
12) ~~Go out for a movie. [Monsters Vs Aliens.]~~
13) ~~Scream.~~
14) ~~Shout.~~
15) Roller-blade.
16) ~~Bubble Tea.~~
17) ~~Chocolate Waffles.~~
18) ~~Have the baby to come over.~~
19) ~~Talk to Someone regarding my problems. [Zamir:)]~~
20) ~~Be nice to everyone.~~

2009-06-26T02:57:00.005+08:00

Sometimes, I wish I could smile and pretend nothing is wrong.
Well, went bloghopping, and found things that really hurt me. What have I done wrong to deserve something like this? You know, I tried to help but you hated me in return. I tried so hard. All I got in return was your hatred. I don't know what else to do. If I ignore you, others would feel bad. If I keep on talking to you, you'd probably get mad and piss me off. I'm always on the losing end. Why? What have I done to deserve this. As far as I know, I don't remember doing anything. I tried you know. I tried oh-so hard.

Sheesh, I read something on someone's tagboard and from the language usage, I feel really really hurt cause I too want to be treated that way. I worked and fought hard, yet I still lost. What else can I do you tell me?

2009-06-25T12:24:00.011+08:00

The day after camp.

So yeah. These happened yesterday afternoon. I went somewhere with my elder sis and mummy to get my delights. Mummy's treat. Yay. Suddenly I felt like a small kid when I ate Ice-Cream with waffles. The third last photo is mine. Haha. But seriously, it was very nice. Mummy's one was better. Obviously it was Banana Split. Hahahaha. I love it.

Today I plan to finish my Holiday Assignments. Crap.

2009-06-24T13:15:00.013+08:00

Hello readers. I'm back from camp. Actually, I was back since yesterday. MOE mentioned to someone that from yesterday onwards, school activities shall be cancelled until school reopens, and I was like "OMFG. Then what about the games I spent sleepless nights on?" Amazing. Yeah, its due to some virus named after a pig. I wrote all about my camp here.

Today I went out because I got nothing better to do.

2009-06-22T03:59:00.003+08:00

Camp is on in less than 6 hours and I'm still not done packing some stuff. Great(:

I am like so dead tired. I lack sleep. But yet, I refuse to sleep because I have not finished planning the camp.

Have been chatting with Haikel throughout the whole night. Literally. From midnight till now. Amazing dude. Seriously. Hahahahahaha. We talked and laughed. Lol. He even suggested what to do when I'm bored. Well, all the best with your love life man. :)

Would you dance, if I asked you to dance?
Would you run, and never look back?
Now would you cry, if you saw me crying?
I could save your soul, tonight.

2009-06-21T06:46:00.002+08:00

Will be on Haitus till next Thursday. Will update then. :)
I am so excited for camp. Tomorrow.

2009-06-19T04:09:00.011+08:00

Now.
I miss these little people. Especially the first row. :D
17 June '09.

18 June '09.

I can't imagine how it'd be like without them. I seriously can't.

2009-06-16T18:20:00.001+08:00

If one sweet talks, will ants crawl into his/her mouth?
If you're tired, why are you still running in my mind?
If you're not a thief, why did you stole my heart?
If you jump on a bullet train, will you land on the same spot?
If he/she is exhausted, does that mean he/she was standing behind a car?
If you're 40 this year, do you think of it when asked which year were you born in?
If you're born in 1940, is your answer to your age and hobby the same now?
If you farted in a packed lift and it's obvious that it was you, would you apologise or act as if nothing happened?
If a female dog is a bitch, what male species is the bastard?
If your son is a gay and your daughter a lesbian, which one will you love more?
If a girl is sick, is it true that a cucumber cures?
If it's a gun, we shoot first and then a BANG. What do we call bang first and then shoot?

2009-06-16T14:23:00.001+08:00

Hello. So yeah. From yesterday's post, many many many many many many many many things happened. So this post is based on a brief summary on what happened yesterday. Went to school at about 8.45am for a meeting with Fadly, Tan Kee Yan & Miss W.

Reached school at 9am, Security Guard took my temperature and held me back because my temperature was too low. Believe it. Temperature went up by a few notches and went to the canteen. Saw my minah-kambeng and Guo Hao. Turned around, caught a glimpse of Tan Kee Yan. I called him to confirm if that was him. Yup, it was. Met him at the study table, waited for Fadly who arrived 15 minutes later. Collected key and went to the Band Room.

Waited for Miss W. Intended time for meeting was 12pm. In the end, the meeting was at 2pm. Great. So the three of us played around in the Band Room. I played music from my MP3 through the gigantically-humongously-big speakers that were available in the Band Room. Oh-My-God. The floor shook from the bass. Cool right? Fadly decided to mouth out the words for "I dreamed a Dream" by Susan Boyle. Luckily, Kee Yan recorded it on his phone. Woo. Then Fadly danced to "When you wash your body was your hands too." After the meeting, we took abit of the Band Fund to pay for the items we were going to buy.

So went to Pioneer Mall to buy Ice-Kachang. I complained that I didn't like corn, red beans, "atap-chi" and tasteless jelly. Kee Yan asked why buy, and I said I might as well order "Ice-Kachang Soup." Fadly said they might as well give me water. Haha. The three of us laughed like idiots. Went to Jurong Point, shopped like idiots. Spent a total of $21. (:

The three of us bought straps that made us look like Power Rangers! I've got a green one. My favourite. And I saw my mummy's friend at the doughnut shop. She offered free samples. Haha. My friends said that I was lucky to know someone like her. And I think so too.

Today, woke up at 8am. Nothing to do.

I'm still mad at them both , but not as mad cause they made me laugh the whole of yesterday. Especially Tan Kee Yan, the Blue Ranger. But Fadly the White Ranger wasn't that bad either.

2009-06-15T08:29:00.002+08:00

Wow. Its wonderful to know the difference a day can make. Bloody Fadly claimed that he "planned" POP. Great. I checked the draft. Excuse me, I'm the one in-charge of planning POP. Not you. You just have to plan the photos. Just do your job. When I need help with mine, I know who to ask. Please don't go barging into other people's business. You are creeping up my nerves and I don't like it. Please you both. If you are reading this, stick to your jobs. I will assign you what to do if I require any assistance. I know that the two of you are the high-and-mighty band and drum majors respectively. But please. I'm in-charge of the games AND passing-out-parade. Don't think just because of your posts you can reign supreme. I have my stand. This is my stand. You may be the band and drum major, but in this, I AM IN CHARGE. I am the one that's suppose to give orders, not you tell me what to do. I asked you two to help me. Not I help You. You guys really enjoy making me mad don't you?

2009-06-14T12:03:00.001+08:00

Great. Go out somemore and leave me alone to plan THE WHOLE THING. Yeah. Its fun right making me frustrated and mad? Carry on.

Bloody inconsiderate assholes. Instead of going out, wouldn't it be better if we met up and planned this instead? Sheesh. Seriously. You've got NO sense of urgency.

2009-06-12T09:18:00.006+08:00

Excuse me. The last time I went out [With Kia Kwee, Jas & Bob ] I was about to ask you. About ok. I decided not to because I knew something like this was going to happen. And my hunch was right. You just came. Enjoy coping. You'd need it. Just because you're one of the top few in class, ah. I give up. I got nothing else to say. Why? Because I don't think I'd want to lose you as a friend. So lets keep it this way. :D

& Yeah, I will be on haitus for an immeasurable period of time due to certain reasons. Gradually, I'm losing weight! :) Super happy.

Please don't treat me like a shadow that is to be dispersed at the presence of sunlight. I don't like it. I also don't like it when someone is double-sided.

2009-06-10T12:08:00.002+08:00

Interesting places or locations in Singapore where I wish I had internet connection.
Location: MRT Train(:

What happens if you're travelling via MRT from Joo Koon to Changi and you don't own an Mp3 or a phone with one? Instead, you own a laptop. Reading in the train may cause headaches to some people. So, thats when a laptop comes in. However, without internet access on MRT's, the trip will be a very, very long one. With a laptop, you can just surf the net without much worry about boredom. Some of my friends suggested the toilet. But why?

Live Life Online Anywhere with SingTel BroadBand on Mobile Youth Plan! Visit www.singtel.com/youth for details.

2009-06-10T11:57:00.005+08:00

Hmmm, Yay. At least now I'm feeling rather peaceful. All because we talked. Haha. So yeah. About yesterday's swimming trip. We were already at the lobby when I said that I just remembered that the pool was closed. Great. Walked back, bought a burger. Reach home, bathe, eat. Lalala. See, I'm even hooked to Kee Yan's "tagline" . He didn't copyright it what. So yeah, free to copy(:

Today plan to go swimming with cousins, again. And once again, maybe I'll go for a tan instead of a swim. Cause I'm coughing now more than ever. What the hell.

2009-06-09T08:47:00.006+08:00

Alright. I have to say this. I can't believe I'm fighting with Kee Yan, again. And once again, its due to his unwillingness to reply my messages. At some point, you would get annoyed. Especially since its about something VERY important. Note that I capitalized the word "very" . Basically its just to emphasize on it. Yeah. We started argueing at midnight. Eventhough apologies have been accepted, I don't think that they're sincere. But who cares.

I just woke up because of a baby crying next door. I opened the main door and saw the baby crying at my neighbour's gate. Then I just slammed the door hard and the crying stopped(:
& I really slammed the door.

So to set things straight,
Tan Kee Yan, I'm sorry for the last time. If you don't think its sincere then too bad cause I am being sincere.

Also, I'm going swimming with my cousins at about 4pm. I don't think I'll swim due to the cough I'm having. Instead, I shall go for a sun-tanning session. It'll do me good(:

2009-06-08T12:39:00.004+08:00

When you wash your body wash your hands too~

I don't like people who can't get over certain things. They are like so *insertword* . I don't even know how to describe the thingy. Sheeesh. Also, I don't like it when people tell me what to do. Yes, I mean it. Like for example. "Hakim, please watch your words. This is a **** blog. Not your own blog. " See, there. I said it. Sometimes you really don't like it when someone tells you what to and what not to do. Big-shots. Pfft.

Fine, fine. Back to the point. While sleeping, I had funny dreams which I shall not elaborate cause its confidential. Hahaha. Tough luck aye? Too bad. Woke up at about 10, watch TV. Watched Mix Masters at 11. I like that show. Woo ^ ^ Ohkay, then went online, played games, blogged. Now I plan to resume my gaming scheme. & perhaps I'd be watching "Drag me to Hell" sometime soon. Perhaps with Kee Yan & Jasmine and some others during our next "outing" which I think is next week? :)

2009-06-07T11:24:00.001+08:00

I watched Boys Over Flowers yesterday. Nothing to do. & I doubt that anything fun will happen today.

I was at Starbucks today(:

2009-06-06T22:06:00.008+08:00

So yeah. Today met up with the Camp Committee for the discussion. Noni, Qairul, Izan, Syabrina, Fadly & Kee Yan. Hahahahahahahaha. Arrived at 3.40pm. Noni still wasn't there. So Kee Yan, Fadly and I decided to go and buy Bubble Tea ( Kee Yan's suggestion ). Bought Bubble Tea, went back to Starbucks, saw Noni, started meeting. Sorry but the content of the meeting is Confidential, until its confirmed already.

So after the meeting, which ended at 6.30pm, Fadly, Keeyan & I went to look/buy badges. I didn't buy the badge, yet. They both bought a "Priority Badge" . Went to Fairprice Extra afterwards. While lining up, Fadly & Kee Yan pretended to be " Big-Shots " by showing their badges about. Hahahaha. Nobody cared. Good for them(:

Went to Kiddy Palace. Wanted to play the piano. Bloody crapass kid was there pretending that he could play. Oh please. Kee Yan had to leave early. I can't do anything can I? So I hanged out at Jurong Point till 8pm with Fadly. Saw the Madagascar thingy. I asked Fadly how big should the tranquilizer be. Don't get it? Go figure.

I'm now trapped at home, with nothing better to do then to watch Boys Over Flowers. :)

Credits to Izan!

2009-06-05T21:42:00.000+08:00

I vomitted my Breakfast out. Or nearly vomitted.

I went out today. Met Jasmine & Kia Kwee at Chinese Garden at One. Kee Yan came 15 minutes later. Took train to Bugis, argued over what to do there. Decided to watch a movie. Before getting the tickets, Kia Kwee & Jasmine had a doughnut each & Kee Yan had an apple. Haha. Bought tickets, went in to watch Monsters vs Aliens. Super funny. Walk-walk after the movie, took a train home. Went downstairs, bought Kinder Bueno, eating it now.

Welcome back Fadly Majinin.

2009-06-04T12:44:00.003+08:00

Fadly's coming back Tomorrow(:

To everyone,
I realised that I have been an asshole lately.
So now, I am sincerely apologising to those who are reading this.
In particular: Joy, Kelly, Vivian & Keith.
Thanks.
I hope I will be seen from a different perspective.

2009-06-03T14:51:00.001+08:00

Ah'Hahahahahaha. I Found This. Guess Who? (:

Alright. So went to the Hospital yesterday. I didn't do anything much because I waited at the lobby. Listen to music, read. Repeat the steps as many times you like. Went home, printed the Fur Elise score. Tried to play it. Can only play for the first 22 bars and the last quarter. Freaking hard song. :)

Didn't manage to go out today. All because ChengYee's mum wouldn't let her. Nevermind Chengyee, don't feel too bad. There's always a tomorrow. If not then Friday also can. Saturday cannot. Sunday can. But I can't confirm Sunday.

2009-06-02T10:02:00.006+08:00

I am currently in the progress of learning this song(:

Honestly, I dont understand why I am the one blamed for starting an arguement. Seriously. You know you started it because all I did was ask you nicely. & there you are, being all hasty and whatever fucking shit. Sheesh. So what if you only treat one person with “brotherly” love? Who in the world gives a flying fuck [thanks to Dann for teaching me that word] ? You’re 16. Of course, we should “treat you with respect”. But as you said, you don’t deserve it. And I agree with that. You look down on yourself. Go fuck yourself.

Going to the Hospital to visit my mummy's mummy.

2009-05-31T12:26:00.008+08:00

I Love Her(: ♥♥♥

So yeah. The photos already came in. Thanks to Chengyee. :)

Dear guys, I may be on Haitus for approximately two weeks because of my POOR results. Mummy doesn't allow me to be on as often as before. Curfew, as you may call it.

To Keith: Yes. I thought wrongly of you. At first I believe what others told me. About you stealing & being a thief. After knowing you, I realised and learnt not to believe what others tell me. They are just trying to let me get the wrong perspective of you. Also, I know that you are still into the same person. I will try my best alright? I know you are jealous by the way I treat her. But please, don't. There's no point in getting jealous. I don't lose anything. You are the one on the losing end. Alright? Why don't we go out sometime and we'll talk it over like men. :)

Good Luck To All Those Going For OBS Tomorrow.

2009-05-30T20:45:00.003+08:00

Some people can really Disgust you. You are trying your best to know what is it about you that is bothering that person, & all that person say is " It is my feelings. Is it my fault if I don't want to let you know? " People like that don't deserve any attention at all, especially since they repeated the same level again & that they are pretending to be smarter than the rest. Excuse me, you are a repeat student. I can't believe I cried the whole night. My cutting scars still remain.

You are jealous by the way I treat her. I am trying my best to know what you mean. Here I am, trying, & there you are, being a snob. I tried to help. People like you are disgusting. So fine, carry on and be jealous. I tried. Its your loss. Don't blame me if she likes me more than you.

Am currently reading " The Kite-Runner " by Khaled Husseini. Greatest book ever. basically, its about how loyal a friend is, eventhough he is a servant's son. The servant's son, Hassan, was beaten up by a group consisting of Assef, Wali & Kamal. When Hassan lost, Assef took of his pants and had sex with Hassan. Gross, but really left me speechless.

You are very good at the game that I don't want to play.

2009-05-29T17:34:00.003+08:00

Ohkay.
So today was Meet-The-Parents. Got up at 7, went to school to help Mr M. with the arrangements. So yadayadayada. Played with the projector, freeze & unfreeze facial expressions. Waited for Chengyee because she had Prefects Meeting. Went Home, Changed, Went Out to meet Cheng Yee & Fadly. & I didn't expect Keith to be there also. They noticed that I wore a green shirt & green pants. So currently waiting for the photos to come in.
(:

I Promised Keith I'd Post This Photo Of Him:D

2009-05-28T14:11:00.004+08:00

Hello. So yeah, I'm not at home at the moment. At school, on the laptop(:

Today, CIP. Super uber fun. I carried newspapers that weigh more than Cheng Yee. :)
Then Jasmine was scared of a dog. Muahahaha. Result analysis was boring. I don't even think that that can be called RESULT ANALYSIS. Because the principal only talked about the do's and don'ts during the holidays.

Before that, my classmates and I went down to apologise to Mr K. Teo, which I won't elaborate. However, I really don't like the fact that some of my classmates accuse others Blindly. Yeah, thats right. Blindly. They think they know it, well, You don't.

So yeah, Band Practice soon.

3.23pm(:

2009-05-27T15:19:00.012+08:00

Today was a piece of SHIT. Bloody Mr Kelvin Teo. He came in during the periods where there were no teachers JUST TO TEACH PHYSICS.

EXCUSE ME, I COULD JUST VOMIT BLOOD

IF THERE IS GOING TO BE 5 PERIODS OF

PHYSICS.

Bloody Asshole.

Sheesh, that totally ruined my day. & I stayed back with the usual today. But I came home early because my mummy has to take her mummy to the hospital for a check up.

Its only fair that I treat you like a stranger because you treat me like one.

CIP with Fadly, Chengyee & Jasmine Tomorrow(:
Chatting with Danial Iman, The Best Person Ever.

2009-05-26T15:59:00.006+08:00

Today was FUN. P.E: I enjoyed P.E for the first time this year. Played Dodgeball. Last-man-standing. Last round, I managed to avoid 15 balls. 4 Balls per round. That means I managed to avoid 3 rounds of shooting. The last round.. Grrr, I should have moved faster to avoid the last ball.
:)

There wasn't any teacher in class today. So its like today there wasn't any lessons. FUN.

Sat with Tabi today. What happened at the end of the day was SUPER FUNNY. She received a note from xxxxx xxxx from 3xx. Hohohoho. EYES LIKE DIAMONDS, HEAD LIKE BASKETBALL.
Hahahahahaha. Laugh like CRAZY. I'm still laughing now, eventhough the scene took place 6hours ago. Hahahahahaha.

So yeah, & I played Pepsi-Cola-1-2-3 with the prefects today. Free pepsi:)

Cheng Yee Is Super Funny! ☺

3.15am(:

2009-05-25T03:48:00.004+08:00

What is going on nowadays?
People are getting to busy to notice the need of help for the people around them.

Personal Grooming class is today(:
Wordpress.

2009-05-23T23:42:00.009+08:00

Meet the Instructors of Group One.
The woman that called me "Complain King" .

Justin; the coolest dude.

People, please.
I have 111 photos of night cycling to upload.

My fingers & toes & legs hurt.
But still, night cycling was the best & of course, the greatest.

Time-Table.
10pm - Gather at Juying Secondary School.
10.15pm - Safety & Route Briefing.
10.45pm - Set Off. [ Juying Sec - West Coast. ]
1.00am - Break at West Coast; Macdonalds.
1.30am - Set Off. [ West Coast - KTM. ]
2.30am - Break at KTM.
3.30am - Set off. [ KTM - East Coast. ]
4.30am - Break at East Coast + Breakfast.
6.00am - Reached Home, Had Breakfast cause I couldn't finish mine there, Sleep.

You should have seen Esplanade Drive at 4 in the morning.
Its seriously Beautiful.

I uploaded the rest of the photos on Multiply. (:

Minah Kambing Tak Menjadi.

2009-05-22T05:51:00.003+08:00

See the picture above?
Thats Masturah.
Also known as,
Minah-Kambeng-Tak-Menjadi.
Haha.

She's just the most fun person to talk to when you're bored.
Laugh laugh.
(:
But still, annoyance can get the best of me.

Night cycling tonight.
Haha.

Malay lesson was THE best.
I sat with Danial Iman Putra.
:)
Trust me, He's the cooooooooooooolest.
We talked about certain things.
And I helped him calculate his exams result.
[ I'm still waiting for that rock concert. ]

I can't wait for tonight.

Here's the result of me chatting with the Minah above.
NMasturah } Minah-Kambing-Tak-Menjadi. says:
heh.
' HakimSapari; Mat-Kambing-Kentalan(: says:
haha.
' HakimSapari; Mat-Kambing-Kentalan(: says:
mek~
NMasturah } Minah-Kambing-Tak-Menjadi. says:
mok ~
' HakimSapari; Mat-Kambing-Kentalan(: says:
Makkk~~ Ade perempuan mane entah tengahh bully hakim!!!
NMasturah } Minah-Kambing-Tak-Menjadi. says:
Muahahahahaha!
NMasturah } Minah-Kambing-Tak-Menjadi. says:
XDD
' HakimSapari; Mat-Kambing-Kentalan(: says:
Makk~ Perempuan tu masih bully Hakim!!
NMasturah } Minah-Kambing-Tak-Menjadi. says:
diam lah.

2009-05-21T16:43:00.003+08:00

Got my results today.

The only good things that happened today is the following.

- I did CIP with Fadly, Cheng Yee & Botox - Jasmine.

- I FINALLY passed my Mother Tongue with good results. Somewhere slightly above 65.

- I am going for Night Cycling tomorrow.

About CIP:
We went to the block behind the Jurong West stadium.
Laughed like idiots on the way there on whilst on the midst of the work.
Its so easy to make Cheng Yee laugh.
I bought her TWO drinks because she was very thirsty, according to her.
Went home with her.

To Cheng yee:

Listen.
If you have any problems,
I'm always here to listen to you.
Alright?
We're good friends right?
So don't hide anything.
I will try to help you in whatever way I can.
Don't worry.
I will listen.

None of my results got me above 60. Yet. Except my Malay, unexpectedly.

I can't wait till Friday.

2009-05-20T10:23:00.003+08:00

Going out with Fadly & Keeyan at 2.
Meeting them at Starbucks.

(:

What The Fuck.
Band Practice is on Friday.
Night Cycling is also on Friday.
I'm Not A Robot people.

Today's Post Shall be About...
*Drum Roll
Keith Tiong.

He's a very nice person.
Noisy, But still Entertaining.
However, we ran into some kind of arguement.
& Eventhough he says he's not,
I still think that he is angry at me.
We do talk,
but not as often as we used to.
& Honestly speaking,
I really miss those times.
I just want us to talk like we used to in the past.
Full stop.

Today is special.
I decided to post about ANOTHER person.
This time, Its going to be a girl.
Her name is...
MASTURAH.
jeng-jeng-jeng.

:)
She's my one & only
minah-kambeng-tak-menjadi.
I call her that because she called me
Mat-kambing-kentalan.
Currently chatting with her.
She's funny.
& annoying.
But then she never fail to grab my attention.
And shove it down my throat.
Though sometimes
she's as annoying as the mosquito on my previous post,
She still makes me laugh.
& when I told her that I am going to post about her,
she can't wait.
So here it is.
POSTED!

:)

Heart-Thumping & Mind-Boogling.

2009-05-19T15:10:00.007+08:00

Biology & Add Maths paper today.
Trust me, You wouldn't want to be the one sitting for the Add Maths paper.
Mr Lim H.B set it so hard.

Sheesh.
Biology was fine(:
Confident that I can pass.
Absolutely not for my Add Maths.

Went to school just now.
Figging Kee Yan.
Sheesh.
Waste my time only.
He could have at least called to tell me that he was going home.
-.-
Waste my energy,
Waste my money,
WASTE MY TIME.

I Sooooo Can't Wait For Night Cycling.

2009-05-18T22:30:00.002+08:00

Meet the Band.

Ohkay.
So basically today was Chemistry paper.
Pretty confident.
(:

Celebrated Cheng Yee's birthday with a cake I baked.
[ hope you liked it. ]

Went to library afterwards,
& something awesome happened.
Ivan told me he saw two guys going into the same cubicle together.
I was persuaded to take a video.
So yeah,
It turned out that they're kissing.
^^

Today's post shall be about a GIRL named
Elora.
She's a very responsible girl.
Also, She's very tall.
Fun to talk to.
Also, fun to annoy.
I know, Why.
This is why.
She is known for her high levels of patience.
She calls me SPIDER-PIG, & I call her
INSECTICIDE in return.
So yeah,
basically we're good friends(:

Biology & Add Maths Paper Tomorrow.
My Livejournal Blog.
Coke + Coffee = Stomach Ache + Ass Cramps.

Caffeine Rush.
Doubt ever sleeping tonight.
Just to study(: